My Guardian Angel

a decision can be taken with a cool head and a calm heart . this time I was starting to take that decision .

3 Year grew up with me , in his second year I only care for him alone . but when his moment I was no longer able to say and do anything else . and that's when I let go of him .
I love my child more than anything it .

a lot of people around me , family and even my mother argued . that I took a decision that would make me regret it later , even someone believes that I want to live freely by giving Juna my son to his father .
however , I have no reason alone that I think it 's best for my second baby , their father and I were all the people close to me .

juna give custody to his father , for I was the right decision , but today is also difficult to accept.
for me , his father is also entitled to the same right to live with his son .
for me it would be better , because to be honest at this point I was not able to care for my second baby with my current situation .
would be better for the future juna , to get a good school , and lived with his father 's the thing I 'm sure juna want that too .

I believe even though I am far from Juna who will stay in Makassar , Juna still my son . who will always be remembered by his mother .
and I can only hope , when you grow up he would visit me and hugged me like when he was a kid when I hugged him tightly .

Juna and Kreshna like molecule in my life that can not be separated .
although this time the three of us apart , but there are still parts of juna there in my life .
and also for Juna , there is still a part of us ( mother and sister ) in a self- Juna that will never disappear .

my dear son , in life there must be sacrifice .
today we have an important role in that effort, good mama , papa even Juna brother .
and someday , we will be together again and got the happiness of the sacrifice .


I am just an ordinary woman who plays the mother in this world .
rest assured that God gives us trials , because god love to us . and that God sure we are able to complete it.

Be Traveler

almost one year I became a traveler, living life as a single parent . I live it happily .
for me being a traveler does not have to be rich , traveling with enough money , enough time , will cause excessive pleasure of it all .

go to some places , meet new people , try the typical food of the region , the tradition there , praying in a different place with confidence and a different way of praying .
and learn to be happy in a different way , I think it would be more impressive .

when it becomes excessive pleasure I had someone to share unless both pieces of my heart .

and since that time the real life journey began ,,,,